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Week 1: Introduction

I hate meetings. I hate Higher Power. I hate you. I hate anyone who has a recovery program. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and suffering. 

Allow me to introduce myself. I am the disease of addiction-alcoholism, drugs, eating disorders, and more. I will kick your ass. That's me!! I have killed millions and I am please. I don't care if you lose your freedom. I don't care if you lose your health or trust or any other damn thing, because I don't care about you. 


But I love to pretend. I love pretending that I am your friend and lover. Remember in the beginning, when it was fun? How you could always count on me to deliver the feeling that you were looking for? I have given you comfort, have I not? I am so cunning, baffling, and powerful, that you really don't stand a chance. 

So what's going on in your life? Are you losing your family,  your job, or your freedom? What's your PO's name? Are you peeing in a little cup? Are you having a hard time finding a job or a place to live because of me? Did you really think I give a damn about you?? All I care about is your being my servant. I need to be fed to survive. And survive I will. Right???

How about you? Do you have what it takes to shut me up?  It takes work. It takes effort to work a program. Your program, your meetings, you Higher Power. 

For the time begin, I will life here quietly. You don't see me, but I am growing bigger than ever. When you only exist, I live. When you live, I only exist. But I am here...and until we meet again I wish you continued death and suffering. 

Girl by the Sea

I am your disease

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